Off The Record
I Gave $4 To A Exhausted Mom At A Gas Station—A Week Later, I Received An Envelope That Left Me Speechless
My name was written on the front of an envelope that arrived at work a week after I gave four dollars to a weary young mother at the petrol station. No explanation or return address was provided. It was only a plain white envelope that will forever alter my perception of kindness.
I’m Ross, and I’m forty-nine. I have a wife named Lydia, two children who outgrow their shoes more quickly than I can afford new ones, and a mortgage that still seems excessively large for a house that is, quite frankly, too small. However, the fact that it belongs to us makes it significant.
The factory where I spent more than twenty years of my life closed overnight a few years ago. Literally overnight, I mean.
We clocked in as usual one morning, and by the afternoon, the gates were locked, and a single piece of paper stating that the company was declaring bankruptcy was taped to the fence. That was the end of twenty-three years of my life.
I immediately looked for something else. I made phone calls till my voice became hoarse, knocked on doors, and sent out resumes. However, it appears that no one is recruiting for anything other than minimum wage and night jobs at my age. The younger lads were quickly picked up, but me? I was too proud to do nothing and too elderly for the excellent employment.
I am currently employed at a petrol station off Highway 52, working the late shift. The lights flicker occasionally, and the air always smells like burned hot dogs from the roller grill, yet it’s one of those places truckers stop when they need coffee and a toilet break.

Most nights are calm, with only the hum of the fluorescent lights overhead and myself. You eventually get tired of hearing the same three songs that are played repeatedly on the radio.
Like every single night, that one began similarly. Around 9 p.m., a few more truckers arrived. At 10 p.m., a youngster purchased beef jerky and energy drinks. Then, as is always the case after 10:30 p.m., things fell silent once more. The door chimed as I was refilling smokes behind the counter while half-listening to a talk radio program.
Her arrival time was 11:30 p.m.
She was holding a small boy, whose arms dangled limp around her neck, on her shoulder while he slept. She moved with such care, as if her loud breathing may wake him.
Her eyes appeared sunken, her gray sweatshirt had stains on the sleeve, and her hair was disheveled and pulled back in a loose ponytail.
She balanced the child on her hip and proceeded slowly along the aisles without saying anything at first. She picked up a pack of diapers, a loaf of white bread, and a small carton of milk. Nothing more.
She shifted the boy’s weight on her shoulder and carefully put everything down as she approached the counter. He twitched slightly but remained unconscious. I informed her of the total after scanning the items.
I murmured, “Fourteen seventy-two,”
Her face growing increasingly anxious, she rummaged through her purse with one hand. Her eyes were beginning to sparkle as she pulled out crumpled banknotes, counted them twice, and then looked up at me.
Whispering, “I’m short by four dollars,” she said. “Can I… can I put the diapers back?”
I never even considered it. The words simply flowed.
“It’s okay. I possess it.”
She froze and looked at me as if she was still processing what she had just heard.
I quietly said, “It’s late,” as I took four singles from my wallet and placed them in the register. “Just get home safe, okay?”
I briefly feared she could burst into tears there. With a quick nod, she snatched up the bag with her free hand and rushed out into the chilly night. I observed from the glass as she climbed into an ancient car that appeared to have seen better days, clutching that young youngster tightly.
The station fell silent once more after she left.
Like every other week, the following one went by. When I could stay up long enough, I tried to assist Lydia with supper after working my shifts and returning home exhausted. There was little use in discussing money anymore, so we stopped doing so. We were both aware of the circumstances, and discussing them just made them seem more pressing.
The following Thursday, Mr. Jenkins, my manager, summoned me to his office. He’s a good man in his mid-fifties.

“Ross, did you cover someone’s groceries last Friday night?” he said, crossing his arms and leaned on his desk.
My thoughts were racing. Had I violated a rule? Did they really think that four dollars was a big deal?
“Yeah, I did,” I replied as my face began to warm up. “I apologize if that went against the rules. I put my own money in the register and paid for it myself—”
He shook his head and raised his hand. “No, no, that’s not why I’m asking.” Then he grabbed a white envelope from behind him. “You received this this morning. Namely addressed at you.”
I just stared at it after he handed it to me. It has my name in nice lettering on the front.
Mr. Jenkins said, “Go ahead and open it,” as he looked at me curiously.
I ripped the packet open with unsteady hands.
There was a folded piece of paper inside, and something unexpected was underneath.
A $5,000 check payable to me.
I believed I was reading the amount incorrectly, so I read it three times. However, it was there. Five thousand bucks.
Though brief, the note was thoughtfully worded.
“To Ross,
I appreciate your generosity for my daughter Emily. How much you helped her that night is beyond your comprehension. Thanks to you, she arrived home safely. This is a tiny gesture of our appreciation. If it’s okay with you, we’d also love to have you around for lunch on Sunday. Come, please. We want to express our gratitude appropriately.
The address, on the opposite side of town, was written underneath.
My hands began to shake as I stood there with the cheque. Mr. Jenkins arched his brows as though he was anticipating an explanation, but I was at a loss for words. I saw more than my brain could process.”
“Everything okay?” he inquired at last.
I had to say, “I… I don’t know,” nevertheless. “I need to go home.”
Without asking any more questions, he simply nodded.
The envelope sat in the passenger seat as if it might vanish if I turned my head as I drove home. Lydia was in the kitchen preparing sandwiches for the children’s lunches when I arrived into our driveway. When I entered, she looked up, and I suppose she was alarmed by my expression because she immediately put down the knife.
“What’s wrong, Ross? You appear to have seen a ghost.”
I said nothing when I gave her the envelope. Her palm shot up to cover her mouth as she took out the check and examined it.
Whispering, “Oh my God,” she said. “What is this, Ross? From where did this originate?”
So I told her everything. About the four bucks, the mom and her sleeping boy, and how exhausted and desperate she had appeared. After reading the note twice, Lydia put it down on the counter and gave me a tearful expression.
firmly, “Ross, you have to go on Sunday,” she stated. And I need you to listen to me, honey. I’m really pleased with you. You are what you did for that woman—you were decent when she needed you, and you didn’t demand anything in return. I married a man like that.
“Lydia, this is not why I did it. I had no desire for anything to return.”
“I know you didn’t,” she said, embracing me. “That’s exactly why you deserve it.”
Sunday arrived sooner than I had anticipated. Before Lydia finally ordered me to stop worrying and just leave, I spent the entire morning feeling anxious and changing my clothes three times. A neighborhood with large houses set back from the road, white fences, and hedges so neatly maintained they seemed fake was the one I had only driven by once or twice, according to the address.

An elderly couple appeared to have been waiting for me as they stood on the front porch when I pulled up to the house. When she saw me, the woman, whose silver hair was twisted back in a bun, smiled. When I got out of the car, the tall, broad-shouldered man came down the steps with his hand already outstretched.
“You’re Ross, aren’t you?” He firmly grasped my hand and shook it.
“Yes, sir, I am.”
“This is Margaret, my wife, and my name is Robert. Come in, please. We have been anticipating our encounter with you.”
I was surprised when Margaret gave me a hug on the porch. Softly, “Thank you for coming,” she said. “Thank you for everything.”
The smell of fresh bread and roast chicken filled the home. A large oak table was already set for lunch when they showed me to the dining room. After we sat down, no one spoke for a while. Robert cleared his throat after that.
“Ross, we need to tell you about our daughter Emily,” he said. “The woman you helped last week.”
I noticed Margaret’s eyes become hazy as she reached across and clasped her husband’s hand.
Robert went on to say, “Emily was in a bad marriage,” “Her husband was manipulative and in charge. We hardly saw our grandson, Daniel, during the nearly two years he kept her away from us. Recently, though, something changed in her. She had the guts to walk away from him.”
“That night you met her,” Margaret said, “she was driving home to us while Daniel slept in the car. She had practically nothing when she went. Just whatever cash she had in her wallet and a few garments. She didn’t want to call us until she had to, and she was afraid and embarrassed.”
As I listened to them, my chest constricted.
“She thought that was it when she ran short at your register,” Robert remarked. She had failed at the first step of beginning anew, and she would have to put everything back. Then you came to her aid. You didn’t make her feel tiny or ask questions. You just made a difference.
Margaret’s tone faltered somewhat. She was sobbing uncontrollably when she arrived here that evening. ‘The gas station man’ told her to get home safely, and she kept telling us about it. She claimed that it was the first time in years that she had been treated like a person rather than a problem.
I was at a loss for words.
“We sent that check because you deserve it,” Robert stated without reservation. “You made it possible for our daughter and grandchild to return home. When she thought she had lost all respect, you restored it to her.”
I gave a headshake. “I am unable to take that amount of money. All I was doing was what anybody would do.”
“But not everyone did,” Margaret remarked softly. “You did. And it is important.”
After that, we spoke for several hours. They updated me on Daniel, Emily’s current situation, and their efforts to assist her get back on her feet. I told them about my own children, my job loss, and how life can sometimes hit you harder than you anticipated.

They listened as if each and every word were important.
Margaret gave me another hug at the door before I eventually departed. Ross, you’re a good man. Remember that always.
I couldn’t stop thinking about that night at the gas station as I drove home. About how momentous that moment had been for someone else and how tiny it had felt to me.
Lydia had been waiting on the couch and looked up when I walked through my front door.
She said, “How did it go?”
I took her hand and sat down beside her. “What’s funny, do you know? That night, I believed I was the one showing a little charity. It turns out that I was the recipient of kindness.”
She rested her head on my shoulder and grinned. Sometimes that’s how it goes. The world remembers you when you offer what you can.
Before I deposited that check, I held onto it for two days. I still found it hard to believe it was true. However, it was. And, for a while at least, it altered our situation. Without caring about the cost, we mended the car, paid off bills, and got the kids new shoes.
What stuck with me more than the cash, though, was something Margaret said to me before I left. According to her, the most important things are the little deeds we perform without giving them any thought. Since they originate from our true selves rather than our ideal selves.
That night shift at the gas station is still what I do. I continue to ring up passing people, teens, and trucks.
I do pay a little more attention now, though, when someone shows up looking exhausted by life. Because you never know when someone could need just four dollars and a kind word to get home.
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