My New Boss Called Me ‘The Dinosaur’ And Threw Out My CB Radio. Then An Ice Storm Knocked Out His Software With 38 Trucks On The Road

At 2:10 in the morning, every screen in the dispatch office at Calloway Freight went black at the same time.

The big wall monitor with the map of the Midwest on it. The six computer screens on the long desk. The tablets mounted in the cabs of thirty-eight trucks scattered across northern Indiana and western Ohio, in the worst ice storm since 1978. All of it gone, in one soft electronic sigh, like somebody had blown out a candle.

The emergency lights came on a second later, little yellow boxes over the doors. The generator out back coughed twice and started. The screens came back up, but the map on the wall just said CONNECTION LOST in a gray box, over and over, for every truck.

My boss was standing in the middle of the room in a Purdue quarter-zip with his phone held up over his head, turning in a slow circle, looking for a signal like a man looking for rain.

“No service,” Brayden said. “How is there no service? There’s always service.”

“The towers are on battery backup,” I said. “When the batteries go, they go. The ice is taking the lines down from here to Lima.”

He turned and looked at me. He was thirty-one years old, and for the first time since he’d walked into that building in September, he looked his age.

“Doreen,” he said, “where’s that radio?”

“In the dumpster,” I said. “Where you put it.”

I let him stand there with that for about three seconds. Then I picked up my car keys.

“Lucky for you,” I said, “I went back for it.”

The Museum

I’m sixty-six years old. I’ve been a dispatcher at Calloway Freight in Fort Wayne, Indiana, since March of 1985, when Floyd Calloway hired me off a sign in the window of a truck stop diner where I was waiting tables. He had eleven trucks then. He has a hundred and forty now.

For most of those forty-one years, my office was a long desk under a wall map of the eastern United States, the paper kind, with colored pushpins in it and grease pencil marks where the construction was. There was a cork board with every driver’s name on an index card. And there was a Cobra base-station CB radio on the corner of my desk, wired up to an antenna on the roof that Floyd’s brother Buck welded together in 1986.

We had computers, of course. We’ve had computers since the nineties. We had GPS tracking and electronic logs and all of it. I learned every one of those systems, and I was usually the one who taught the young dispatchers how to use them.

But I kept the radio on. Low, under everything else, like a kitchen radio playing in another room. Half our drivers kept a CB in their cab too. The old ones out of habit, and the young ones because the old ones told them to.

When Brayden Ellsworth walked in for his first day as our new operations manager, he stood in front of my wall map for a long time with his coffee.

“Wow,” he said. “This is like a museum.”

He meant it as a compliment, I think. That first day.

“Mrs. Dinosaur”

Floyd’s daughter, Celeste, runs the company now. Floyd is eighty-four and comes in two mornings a week to drink coffee in the break room and tell the mechanics they’re doing it wrong. Celeste hired Brayden from a logistics software company in Indianapolis. He had a master’s degree and a lot of slides. She wanted to modernize. I didn’t blame her. The insurance companies want everything on a screen now.

Brayden’s first all-staff meeting was in the training room, with a projector. He put up a slide that said FROM LEGACY TO LEAN, and underneath it there was a picture of a cartoon dinosaur holding a telephone.

People laughed. I laughed too. It was a pretty good cartoon.

Then he clicked to the next slide, which was a picture of my desk. My actual desk, with my map and my cork board and my radio and my coffee cup that says WORLD’S OKAYEST GRANDMA.

“No offense to Mrs. Dinosaur here,” he said, and pointed at me, and the room laughed again, but less. “But this is how we did dispatch in 1985. And it’s going to stop.”

I sat there with my hands in my lap. A couple of the drivers who were in for the meeting looked at me. Earl Fontaine, who’s been driving for us since 1991, looked at the floor and shook his head.

Afterward, in the hallway, Brayden caught up with me.

“Hey, Doreen. That was all in fun, right? You’re a legend here. Everybody says so.” He gave me a big smile. “Legends retire, though. That’s what makes them legends.”

What Came Off the Wall

The map came down the first week of October. He had two of the young warehouse guys roll it up, and he had it put in the storage room with the old filing cabinets. My cork board went with it. Forty-one years of index cards with drivers’ names and their wives’ names and their kids’ birthdays, and which of them had bad knees, and which of them would drive straight through a red flag warning if you didn’t talk them down.

The radio went on a Friday.

I came in Monday morning and the corner of my desk was bare. There was a little rectangle in the dust where it had sat.

“It’s just noise, Doreen,” Brayden said, when I went to his office. “Liability, too. Drivers shouldn’t be fiddling with CBs at seventy miles an hour. Everything goes through the tablets now. That’s the system.”

“The system runs on a cell signal,” I said.

“The system runs on a redundant cloud architecture.” He actually said that. “Everything’s backed up in three data centers.”

“The data centers aren’t out on Route 30 in an ice storm,” I said. “The trucks are.”

He sighed the way you sigh at an old relative at Thanksgiving. “Look. I’ve got a ninety-day transition plan here. I’d really love your help on it. And honestly, at the end of the ninety days, I think it might be a good time for you to think about what’s next for you.” He slid a folder across the desk. “There’s a very generous package.”

I asked him where the radio was.

He said it was in the dumpster behind the shop. It was trash day Wednesday.

I went out to the dumpster at lunch, in my good slacks, and climbed up on a pallet and fished my Cobra out from under a pile of broken pallets and a busted office chair. The cord was wrapped around it neatly. He’d thrown it out tidy, at least.

I put it in the trunk of my Buick next to my snow shovel and my bag of kitty litter for traction, and I left it there.

He never took the antenna off the roof. It was bolted up there in 1986 and nobody could find the wrench.

Al

My husband, Al, drove for Calloway for twenty-six years. He was one of the first eleven. He’s why I was in that truck stop diner the day Floyd put up his sign. I was bringing Al his lunch.

Al died in January of 1999. Not on the road. He had a heart attack in our driveway, shoveling snow, and he was gone before the ambulance turned the corner. Our daughter, Erin, was fifteen.

But for twenty-six years before that, I listened to him on that radio. I knew where he was every night by the sound of his voice. I could tell when he was tired. I could tell when the roads were bad before he ever said so, because his voice went flat and careful.

That’s what I listened for. With all of them. Brayden thought the radio was for directions. It was never for directions. It was for knowing when somebody was in trouble before they told you.

Ninety Days

I did help him with his transition plan. I’m not proud. I wanted the drivers to be all right.

I showed him the parts of northern Indiana where the cell coverage drops out, east of Bluffton and along the Ohio line. He nodded and didn’t write it down. I told him which truck stops had backup generators and which ones closed when the power went. I gave him a list. I don’t know what he did with the list.

I told him that Becca Alvarez, who was twenty-seven and in her first winter with us, should not get the northern routes in January until she had some ice under her.

“Ice is ice, Doreen,” he said. “The software accounts for weather.”

In the middle of November he took my building keys and gave me a badge that only opened the front door during business hours. He said everybody was getting badges. I found out later that everybody wasn’t.

My last day was supposed to be December 19th. Celeste was going to have a cake.

The storm came on the 9th.

The Night of the Ice

The forecast had said freezing rain, a quarter inch, maybe more north of the city. What came was an inch and a half of ice over six hours, on top of every tree and power line from Huntington to Defiance.

I was on the evening shift that night, because Brayden had put me on evenings in November. I think he thought I’d get tired of it.

By eleven o’clock, the power was flickering. By one, half the county was dark. At 2:10, the fiber line into our building went down with the poles on Coliseum Boulevard, and three minutes after that the last cell tower on our side of town ran out of battery.

Thirty-eight trucks. Every one of them out there in the dark, with a tablet in the cab that had stopped updating.

Brayden had come in at midnight when the power started going. He had his laptop open on my desk and his phone in his hand, and he kept hitting refresh on both of them.

“They’ll be fine,” he kept saying. “The drivers know to pull over. It’s in the protocols.”

“Where?” I said.

“What?”

“Where do they pull over, Brayden? The Pilot in Lima is dark. The truck stop at Exit 102 closed at ten when it lost power. You can’t park a forty-ton rig on the shoulder of I-69 in a glaze like this. Somebody’ll slide right into them.”

He didn’t say anything. He was looking at the gray boxes on the wall map.

That’s when he asked me where the radio was.

Calling Them In

I brought it in from the trunk under my coat. The building generator was running, so I had power. I ran the cable up to the bracket where the old antenna lead still came down through the ceiling tile, and I screwed it in with my fingers shaking, and I turned the knob.

Static. Then a voice, a long way off, somebody I didn’t know talking about a car in the ditch near Decatur.

I keyed the mike.

“Calloway base to any Calloway units. This is Doreen. Anybody hear me, come back.”

Nothing.

I said it again. Then I said it a third time, slower, the way Al taught me, because a slow voice carries better through the static.

“Doreen?” It cracked, but it was him. “Doreen, it’s Earl. Calloway fourteen. I’m on 30 east of New Haven. Can’t see a dang thing. I’ve got my flashers on and I’m doing about eleven miles an hour.”

I hadn’t heard Earl’s voice on that radio since October. I sat down hard in my chair.

“Earl, honey, listen to me. There’s a church lot at the next crossroads past the grain elevator, St. Boniface, on your right. Big gravel lot, flat, and no trees on it. You pull in there and you shut it down. You have your pills with you?”

“Got my pills.”

“Take one now anyway. Then you stay on this channel. You’re my relay.”

That’s how it worked, all night. A CB base station with a good antenna reaches maybe twenty miles in good weather. It wasn’t good weather. But every truck I reached could reach another truck farther out, and that one could reach another. Earl reached Augie Delgado up near Auburn. Augie reached Cecil Barlow, who was on the Ohio line, stuck behind a jackknifed semi that wasn’t ours. Cecil reached Dwight Foley, who was sitting in the dark at the closed truck stop at Exit 102, wondering why nobody would answer his tablet.

I sent Dwight to the Flying J at Exit 111. I knew they had a generator because they’d put it in after the 2008 storm and the manager had bragged about it to me on the phone for twenty minutes.

I had no wall map. I didn’t need one. I wrote the trucks on a legal pad, one by one, as they came in. Name, unit number, last mile marker, where I’d sent them. When the legal pad filled up I started on the back of Brayden’s ninety-day transition plan.

Becca

By three-thirty I had thirty-four of the thirty-eight. Four I couldn’t raise. Becca Alvarez was one of them.

Brayden had given her a run to Toledo. The northern route.

I tried her every five minutes. I asked every driver on the channel to try her. At 3:52, a voice I didn’t recognize at all, a driver from some other company sitting at a rest area on the Ohio Turnpike, came on and said there was a young woman in a Calloway truck in the westbound lot who’d been crying on channel 19 for an hour because nobody could hear her.

“You tell her Doreen’s got her,” I said. “Tell her to switch to channel 9.”

She came on a minute later, and the first thing she said was, “I didn’t know if anybody was even there.”

“I’m here, baby,” I said. “I’ve been here the whole time.”

Her truck was fine. She’d pulled off when the tablet went dark because she didn’t know what else to do. She’d been sitting there with the engine running for warmth and a quarter tank of fuel, terrified she’d run out. I talked her through idling down to save fuel and cracking the window for air, and I made her tell me about her little brother’s basketball team until she stopped shaking.

The other three came in by five. One was stuck in a motel parking lot in Kendallville with no signal. One had slept through the whole thing at a customer’s dock in Warsaw. And one, God help me, was Augie’s nephew, who had found a Waffle House with a generator and was eating pancakes.

At 5:14 in the morning, I wrote the last name on the back of Brayden’s transition plan and drew a line under all of them.

Thirty-eight of thirty-eight.

Who Was Standing in the Doorway

I hadn’t noticed them come in.

Celeste Calloway was standing in the doorway of the dispatch office in a parka over her pajamas, with ice in her hair. Her father was standing next to her, eighty-four years old, leaning on his cane, in a hunting coat and his good fedora.

I found out later that Celeste had driven over at four in the morning, after her own power went out, and that she’d picked her father up on the way because he wouldn’t stop calling her. They’d been standing in that doorway for over an hour, listening.

Floyd came across the room slowly. He looked at the Cobra on my desk, and then he looked up at the ceiling tile where the antenna cable came through.

“Buck’s antenna,” he said. His brother had been dead for twenty years. “Still up there.”

“Nobody could find the wrench,” I said.

Floyd laughed so hard he had to sit down.

The Debrief

Brayden called a meeting at ten o’clock that morning, after the power was back and the cell towers were up and every truck was moving again, slow, on salted roads.

He had his slides ready. He’d made them on his laptop while I was still on the radio. The first one said STORM RESPONSE: LESSONS LEARNED. The second one had a bullet point that said “Team successfully leveraged legacy backup communication channel.”

“I want to thank everybody,” he said. “Last night was a real test of our systems, and I think it showed how important it is to have redundancy built in. Which is something we’ll definitely be addressing in phase two.”

Celeste was sitting at the end of the table. She hadn’t been home. She was still in the parka.

“Brayden,” she said, “where’s the backup communication channel now?”

He blinked. “I’m sorry?”

“The legacy backup. Where is it? Is it in the system? Is it in your ninety-day plan?”

“Well, it’s… Doreen brought in a…”

“Doreen brought it in from the trunk of her car,” Celeste said. “After you threw it in the dumpster in October. I’ve seen the work order. I sign the work orders.”

The room was quiet. Earl Fontaine was in the back, still in his work clothes. He had driven straight to the office from the church lot as soon as the roads opened.

Celeste took out her phone. “I recorded about forty minutes of last night from the doorway,” she said. “I wasn’t planning to. I just didn’t want to forget what it sounded like.” She pressed play.

It was me. Calling Earl. Then telling Becca to switch to channel 9. You could hear the static and my voice under it, slow and flat, the way Al taught me.

She stopped it after about a minute.

“Thirty-eight drivers,” Celeste said. “Two point three million dollars of freight, but I don’t care about the freight. Thirty-eight people with families. Every one of them was home or safe by morning.” She looked down the table at me. “And her last day is supposed to be December 19th.”

What I Said

Celeste asked me to stay after. Floyd stayed too, because Floyd stays wherever he wants.

She offered me a job. Director of dispatch operations, a new title, a raise of twenty-two thousand dollars a year, and a team of four young dispatchers to train however I saw fit. Brayden would keep his job on the software side, she said, and he’d report to me on anything that touched a driver.

“I’m sixty-six, Celeste,” I said.

“I know how old you are. I was at your fortieth anniversary party. You did the electric slide.”

I thought about it for about as long as it takes to drink a cup of coffee. I thought about Al’s voice going flat on the radio when the roads were bad.

“Two years,” I said. “Not one day more. And the map goes back on the wall.”

“Done,” she said.

“And the radio stays on. Low. Under everything else.”

Floyd banged his cane on the floor. “And somebody find that dang wrench,” he said, “so nobody ever takes that antenna down.”

Phase Two

The map went back up the following Monday. The warehouse boys found it in the storage room right where they’d left it. The cork board went up beside it, and I spent an evening putting every index card back where it belonged.

Brayden came by my desk that week with a cup of coffee he’d bought me from the place on Jefferson. He set it down next to the Cobra.

“I didn’t know,” he said. “Any of it. I thought it was nostalgia.”

“Some of it is,” I said. “That’s not a crime.”

He stood there a while. Then he asked me if I’d show him how to work the radio.

So I did. He’s not bad. He’s got a good voice for it, once he slows down. I’m making him learn every truck stop between here and Toledo that has its own generator, and which drivers have pills in the glove box, and whose kid plays basketball. He writes it all down now. He’s got a legal pad.

Becca still has the northern route. I gave it back to her myself in February, when she had some ice under her.

The coffee mug is still on my desk. WORLD’S OKAYEST GRANDMA. Erin’s boy gave it to me. On slow nights I sit under the map with the radio turned low and listen to the voices coming in from the dark, one at a time, every one of them somebody’s.

If you know somebody who’s been called a dinosaur at work lately, send this one to them. Some of us still know how to work the old antenna.

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