Off The Record
I Became Guardian Of My Twin Sisters After Mom Died—My Fiancée’s True Feelings Came Out When She Thought I Wasn’t Listening
Following the unexpected loss of their mother, James’ fiancée takes on the role of guardian for his twin sisters, who are 10 years old. But as routine replaces pain and trust grows, he starts to discover a harsh reality that, if he doesn’t reveal it first, might shatter all he’s holding together.
I was a 25-year-old structural engineer six months ago, with a fiancée who had already decided on baby names for our future children, a wedding to organise, and a half-paid honeymoon in Maui.
Deadlines, debts, a mother who texted me every hour with updates on my grocery list, and a variety of supplements to test were all sources of stress for me.
She’d say, “James, you work too much,” “And I’m proud of you! But I’m worried about your health, too. Which is why supplements and good food are going to be the order of the day.”
Stress, then. However, it was predictable, normal, and controllable.
Then, while on route to pick up birthday candles for my twin sisters Lily and Maya’s tenth birthday, my mother, Naomi, was murdered in a vehicle accident. Suddenly, the burden of becoming a parent overtook every aspect of my adult existence.
The seating chart for the wedding? forgotten.
What about the save-the-dates? Awaiting.
The espresso maker for which we had signed up? cancelled.
I became the only parent after being the oldest child. I used to design foundations, but now I’m a mother of two little girls with nowhere to go.
When Mom revealed that she was miraculously pregnant with the twins, our dad, Bruce, had already left. I was close to fifteen. Since then, we had not heard from him. So, it wasn’t only sadness when Mom passed away.
It was a matter of survival. It was about two mute, terrified girls who were holding to their backpacks and muttering if I could sign permission sheets right now.
On the same night, I returned to Mom’s place. I left behind everything I considered to be an adult, including my coffee grinder and flat.
I did my best. However, Jenna? She made everything appear simple.
Two weeks following the funeral, Jenna moved in, stating that she wanted to assist. She prepared the girls’ school lunches. Their hair was braided by her. She performed lullabies that she discovered on Pinterest.
In her glittering notepad, Maya entered her name and phone number as an additional emergency contact. Jenna wiped away a tear and muttered, “I finally have the little sisters I always dreamed of.”
I considered me fortunate. My fiancée was doing precisely what my mother would have wanted for the twins, and I believed she was an angel.
Boy, was I mistaken.
I returned home early from a site visit last Tuesday. By the time I pulled into the driveway, the sky had become dark and cloudy. It was the type of weather that always made me think of waiting rooms in hospitals.
From the outside, the house appeared to be serene. As usual, Lily’s muddy gardening gloves were nestled neatly on the porch rail, and Maya’s bike was still on the yard. I silently unlocked the door so as not to wake anyone who could be sleeping or working on their assignments.
The smell of craft glue and cinnamon buns filled the corridor inside. When I heard Jenna’s voice coming from the kitchen, I stepped forward and stopped.
It was neither soft nor warm. Like a whisper coated in ice, it was low and slicing.
“Girls, you are not going to be staying here for long. So, don’t get too comfortable. James is doing what he can, but I mean…”
I went cold. What I was hearing was unbelievable.
“I’m not wasting the final years of my 20s raising someone else’s kids,” Jenna said. “A foster family would be much better for you anyway. At least they’ll know how to deal with your… sadness. Now, when the final adoption interview is scheduled, I want you both to say that you want to leave. Understand?”
Silence fell. Then a low, stifled voice.
“Don’t cry, Maya,” Jenna curtly said. “I’m warning you. If you cry again, I’ll take your notebooks and throw them away. You need to grow up before you keep writing your silly stories in them.”
A murmured “But we don’t want to leave,” Maya said. “We want to stay with James. He’s the best brother in the world.”
My stomach twisted.
“You don’t get to want anything. Go do your homework, girls. Hopefully, you’ll be out of my hair in a few weeks, and I can go back to my wedding planning. Don’t worry, you’ll still be invited, of course. But don’t think that you’ll be… bridesmaids or anything.”
I heard swift, bare feet hurrying up the stairs. The door to the girls’ bedroom closed too forcefully a few seconds later.
I stood there, holding my breath as her words began to sink in. I was unable to even approach the kitchen. I wanted her to be unaware of my presence. All I wanted to hear was more. I had to know more.
Before I reacted, I needed to be certain.
Then I heard Jenna again, and I could tell she was on the phone with one of her friends because of the way her tone changed, as if she had switched a switch.
When Jenna stated, “They’re finally gone,” She sounded lighter suddenly, almost breathless, as if she had removed a mask. “Karen, I swear I’m losing my mind. I have to play perfect mum all day. And it’s exhausting.”
It had been weeks since I last heard her giggle softly. What had Karen said, I wondered? Her tone became more acerbic after a brief pause.
She went on, “He’s still dragging his feet on the wedding,” “I know it’s because of the girls. But once he adopts them, they’re legally his problem, not mine. That’s why I need them gone. We have an interview coming up with the social worker soon.”
I steadied myself by pressing my hand against the wall.
“The house? The insurance money? It should be for us! I just need James to wake up and smell the coffee… and put my name on the deed. And after that, I don’t really care what happens to those girls. I’ll make their lives miserable until he gives in. And then this naïve man will think it was his idea all along.”
My throat tightened around my breath. How could I get married to this awful woman?
“I’m not raising someone else’s leftovers, Karen,” she replied. “I deserve so much more than this.”
I quietly closed the front door behind me after backing out. I had shaking hands.
I sat motionless inside the automobile. The image of me in the rearview mirror was strange: drawn, angry, and pallid.
I was suddenly struck by it.
This was neither a mistake nor a sign of weakness. This was something Jenna had been preparing for some time. Every compliment she offered the girls was a part of a plan, whether it was when she packed a lunch or braided their hair.
It had not been out of love.
I imagined Maya’s journals piled on her desk, packed with stories she never allowed anybody to read and labelled by season. I pictured Lily’s dirt-stained fingers murmuring to the marigold seeds as if they were magic as she pressed them carefully into the garden bed she had constructed next to the fence.
I recalled their gentle, synchronised good-night greetings, which seemed to be a spell to keep each other safe as they slept.
All of that had seemed like a burden to Jenna.
I sat there, clenching my teeth and twisting my gut while holding onto the driving wheel. My heart was racing, not only from anger but also from the pain of realising how close I had come to putting all of my remaining faith in the wrong person.
This was the end of Jenna’s involvement in our story, so there wouldn’t be a fight.
After a short drive around the block, I pulled over to grab some pizza for the girls’ supper. I then returned as if nothing had occurred.
“Hey, honey! I’m home.”
Jenna came running up, grinning and kissing me as if nothing had happened. She was dishonest and had a coconut scent.
I sighed and ran a hand down my face that night after the girls had gone to bed.
“Jenna… maybe you were right, babe.”
She tilted her head and questioned, “About what?”
“About the girls. Maybe… maybe I can’t do this. Maybe I should give them up. Maybe we should find a family who will take care of them. They need a mother… not us… we’re substitutes, nothing more.”
When she understood what I was saying, Jenna’s eyes brightened and she blinked slowly.
She said, “Oh, sweetheart,” “That’s the mature thing to do. It’s the right thing for all of us.”
“Yes, Jen. And maybe… we shouldn’t wait on our wedding. Losing my mom made me realise that we don’t have time to waste. So let’s just do it. Let’s get married!”
She yelled, “Are you serious, James?”
“I am. I really am.”
“Oh my goodness! Yes, James! Let’s do it. This weekend — small, simple, whatever we want.”
I gave a headshake.
“No, let’s do it bigger. Let’s invite everyone! And make it a fresh start for us, honey. Your family, my mom’s friends, the neighbours, colleagues… everyone!”
Her cheeks could have split if she had smiled any broader.
Before she had even washed her teeth the following morning, Jenna was on the phone with florists. She reserved a ballroom, settled on a hotel in the heart of the city, and shared a picture of her ring along with the following caption:
“Our forever starts now. James & Jenna, forever.”
I assured the girls that I would never leave them in the interim. I then placed my own calls.
The hotel ballroom glistened in that extravagant manner that Jenna loved. Every table had white linens strewn over it, and glass vases held floating candles that flickered.
Near the stage, Jenna’s cousin performed a tune she had practiced on the piano.
Glowing in a white lace gown, Jenna stood close to the entryway. Her makeup was applied precisely, and her hair was swept up. It appeared as though she already thought the night was hers.
She drifted from visitor to visitor, grinning, giving hugs, and planting cheek kisses. After taking a moment to adjust the bow on Lily’s dress, she turned to Maya and brushed a lock of hair behind her ear.
“You girls look perfect,” she remarked, her grin falling short of her eyes.
Maya gave me a look before nodding.
Last autumn, my mom helped me choose a navy suit, which I wore. There was still a hint of her perfume in it. A tiny bouquet created from wildflowers she picked outside the hotel was held by Lily, who was standing to my right.
Maya was standing to my left, gripping a pink glitter pen firmly.
Jenna raised the microphone, clinked her glass, and grinned at the audience.
“Thank you all for coming! Tonight, we’re celebrating love, family, and —”
I moved forward and touched her shoulder tenderly.
“Actually, babe, I’ll take it from here.”
My fiancée gave me the microphone without saying a word, but her smile wavered a little.
I took out a small black remote control from inside my jacket.
“Everyone,” I murmured as I turned to look at everyone. “We’re not just here to celebrate a wedding. We’re here to reveal who we really are.”
The projector behind us sparked to life.
The screen behind us came to life when I clicked the first file.
The timestamp said “Tuesday Afternoon — Kitchen Camera” in the corner. The audio was flawless despite the poor, black-and-white video.
Jenna’s voice, careless and harsh, filled the hall.
“The house? The insurance money? It should be for us! I just need James to wake up and smell the coffee… and put my name on the deed. And after that, I don’t really care what happens to those girls. I’ll make their lives miserable until he gives in. And then this naïve man will think it was his idea all along.”
The room echoed with a gasp. A glass broke somewhere.
I paused it after letting it play for a few more seconds. Even while my hands tightened around the microphone, my voice remained composed.
“My mom had nanny cams in the house. She installed them back when she worked long hours and had babysitters for Lily and Maya. I forgot they were even there until that day. This isn’t a setup. This isn’t a joke. This is Jenna, speaking freely.”
I clicked once more. Jenna’s voice was heard in another clip, this time addressing the girls directly.
“Don’t cry, Maya,” Jenna curtly said. “I’m warning you. If you cry again, I’ll take your notebooks and throw them away. You need to grow up before you keep writing your silly stories in them.”
A murmured “But we don’t want to leave,” Maya said. “We want to stay with James. He’s the best brother in the world.”
I felt Lily’s hand slide into mine. Maya never once averted her gaze.
“That’s not — James, that’s out of context! I was venting! You weren’t supposed to —”
“I heard everything,” I turned to face her. “You weren’t planning a future. You were planning a betrayal. You used my sisters, and you lied to me.”
“You can’t do this to me, James! Not in front of everyone.”
I nodded to the security guard and said, “I just did… and anyway, you did it to yourself,”
Jenna cried out, “James, you’re ruining my life!”
“You were going to ruin theirs, Jenna. You deserve every horrible thing that’s coming your way.”
Her father shook his head and left, but Jenna’s mother remained seated.
Word quickly got out.
Every circle Jenna and I had ever been a part of was affected by the video. Jenna attempted to defend herself by saying that the videos were altered or misrepresented. On Facebook, she shared a lengthy, heartfelt video about “being misunderstood” and “pressure getting the best of her.”
Nobody took her seriously.
She appeared outside the house three nights later. She screamed my name as if it still had significance while she was barefoot and covered in mascara. I watched through the peephole while standing inside the entrance hallway with my arms crossed until the police showed up.
I submitted the restraining order the following morning. I had to protect my sisters.
The adoption of the girls was completed a week later.
While in the judge’s office, Maya sobbed softly. Soft tears trickled down her cheeks as she scribbled her name on the form; it was neither loud nor dirty. Leaning forward, Lily gave her a tissue.
“We won’t be separated now,” Lily declared.
My heart ached. It was then that I realised what they were afraid of.
We prepared spaghetti for supper that evening. Lily tossed the sauce around. Maya held the parmesan as if it were a microphone and danced about the kitchen. I turned up the volume on their music.
We sat down at last, and Maya tapped my wrist.
She said, “Can we light a candle for Mommy?”
“Of course.”
Lily ignited it herself and said something in a whisper that I didn’t understand. She snuggled into my arm after we finished our meal.
She remarked, “We knew you’d choose us,”
I took a deep breath.
I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came. I thus didn’t act. I simply allowed the tears to fall. I let them witness my tears.
They remained silent. With their hands resting lightly on my arms like anchors, my younger sisters continued to sit there, one on either side of me.
We were secure. We were authentic. And we were at home.
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